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Subway
Sleepers began for me as other groups of images have in the past; with
simple observation. I would ride the train to and from wherever it was
I had to go, and I watched the others that did so as well. I became fascinated
with those who allowed themselves to fall asleep in the subway system.
The act of sleeping itself is an intimately peaceful act being committed
against an insecure and turbulent backdrop. It is an act of comfort, an
act of surrender, and an act of trust. It is an act most commonly practiced
behind locked doors. I began to take a visual note of their similarities
and their difference. I found that a person’s expression or posture
could tell me the story of their day and perhaps even their life. Some
of the photographs are highly intimate portraits citing expression and
vibration, others are contextual in nature and give the viewer details
of the venue. I fell into a love affair with the Subway Sleepers and photographed
them extensively over the next two years. Indeed, I was fixated on this
act, preformed for all to see on the subway’s stage and soon I had
an ensemble of images that covered a greater cross section of the quiescently
commuting New Yorker. Overall concepts began to formulate such as unity
and equality. The act of sleep symbolizing a common thread we all share,
linking us all as one body of people. Yet, I knew that there was a greater
personal meaning to this exploration. I took a step back from the shooting
process to study the images and seek out feedback. In time I came to realize
that by photographing the somnolent, I am esentially comparing the myself
to the sleeper and ultimately coming to identify and relate to my recessed
subjects. The images become less about who they are, and more about who
we are. We tour here and there, day to day and pay check to pay check,
in order to maintain some meager level of existence in this city that
ironically never sleeps. We are all New Yorkers in our sleep. We are all
Americans in our sleep. We are all people, in our sleep. We toil and travel,
taking what refuge we can during our commute through life. The activity
of sleeping on the subway becomes synonymous with struggle. The working
poor, making use of an unfit environment to gain a moments rest. Through
these images, I am dealing with my own issues of financial security, how
society defines success, and the role that money plays in that definition.
I am coming to terms with my economic status and place in life. Suffice
to say that I am afraid of never reaching that monetize dcomfort zone,
afraid of never waking up from this pecuniary repose, afraid of never
getting off of the subway. |
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